blessed.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
[ Jeremiah 29:11 ]

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

1:10 am

:'( Sorry. This entry has quite a fair bit of ranting.

These few days have been really BUSY BUSY BUSY for me. <-and that is an understatement.

The whole Guitar EXCO thing is in full swing. With the new post of IDO, i guess they can give us anything to do because the duties are not clearly defined. Hehs. Oh well. So anyways, we IDOs have to head the SubComms for Seniors' Farewell and CCA Best Practices. In addition, i have been given the temporary quasi-secretary role. i'm in charge of writing minutes and typing them out until LP comes back =) Thank God she'll be back next week and thank God i decided against running for the role of secretary. i'm already struggling without the other responsibilities a secretary has. and i get home so late (8.45pm at least) i don't have much time to open my school bag or my school work. haha.

i feel quite at a loss as to what to do. for guitar, CCA Best Practices, biomed quiz, as well as my studies.
- i didn't join the main ensemble when they learnt the Open Day song-- Yesterday Once More, because i was helping/teaching the newer members. so i am left on my own to figure out how to play the piece by monday, so that i can catch up when they play it. i wonder why i am teaching anyway. it's like the blind leading the blind you know? Thank God that Sally was the Co-IDO. If not, i don't know how i am going to survive.
- This is one of my first few times heading a committee. i didn't know exactly what to discuss or say to the comm. Quite awkward actually.
- biomed. i have a totally bad feeling that i would pull the team down. i was lost during almost every lecture, and i didn't ask questions and still don't ask questions because i didn't KNOW ENOUGH to ask.
- the 3 days of school i missed, in addition to 1 more day i am about to miss, caused me to lag quite far behind the syllabus. (my fault, for being so last-minute) i don't know how i will catch up. SOMEONE HELP!!! Even if someone is willing to give me personal tuition on the topics i missed, i don't know when the lesson(s) can take place. Argh. My schedule is just too packed. i still haven't arranged my next BS with XY.

Despite feeling overwhelmed, i am thankful for the reassurance that i am not going through this on my own. He is Jehovah Shammah -- the Lord is There and ever present. He is Jehovah Jireh -- the Lord will see and will provide =)

"And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age"
-- Matthew 28:20 (NIV)
"The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."
-- Deuteronomy 31:8 (NIV)

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