blessed.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
[ Jeremiah 29:11 ]

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

11:20 pm

i made a new friend-- a sister in Christ! =D
i stumbled upon her blog while searching for the lyrics of "How Could I Live", which i posted in the previous entry. she's a really nice, God-loving young lady. do visit her blog! and she told me about Dr Samuel Doctorian's prophesy. interesting.

i'm supposed to pretend that i never sat for Chem SPA today. However, i do remember that i felt quite sad after 1230hrs 150806. i have no idea why. what happened before that? there seems to be a void after chinese ended at 1050hrs. i just cant seem to remember. hmms. *wink* Thank God skills B and C are assessed independantly of each other. <- where did that thought come from?? what is wrong with me these days?!
i procrastinate
i spend lots of time online and i don't know how
i dont finish my homework
because i stare at the questions and stone
medicine doesn't seem to interest me no more
sociology and other social sciences seem to intrigue me more
i spent 1 hr+ poring over books in the library's "religion sociology philosophy" section

i'm sick of "failures". i want victories. victories for You Lord. For You.

For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
- 2 Timothy 1:7 (NIV, emphasis mine)

He shall say: "Hear, O Israel, today you are going into battle against your enemies. Do not be fainthearted or afraid; do not be terrified or give way to panic before them. For the LORD your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory."
- Deuteronomy 30:3-4 (NIV, emphasis mine)

I do not trust in my bow,
my sword does not bring me victory;
but you give us victory over our enemies,
you put our adversaries to shame.
In God we make our boast all day long,
and we will praise your name forever.
Selah
- Psalm 44:6-8 (NIV, emphasis mine)

XQ and i commented during physics today about wanting more choices for contrasting subjects.
psychology sociology philosophy (KI without literature component according to her). so cool right? if only... hmm. should we make a recommendation to MOE?

you know what? the idea of drawing up new education policies in MOE seems increasingly attractive. isn't it so? doing studies and giving my two cents' worth (that would be worth more) on how to make the education scene more vibrant and enjoyable for students. wahaha. improving on current policies. cool. if only i know how to get there.

i feel that my english is not up to standard. "idiomatic expressions" don't come as easily to me as before (last year perhaps). i have a bad feeling that what teachers say is true-- reading newspapers can improve your english! heh. FYI: i haven't been reading the papers as regularly as before. look at the result.

something quite freaky happened. XQ and i both bought the same brand (silkpro) shampoo on saturday evening and used it on sunday, without us telling each other about it until monday. she said something like "you are still you and i'm still me right? correct body right?" LOL. honestly speaking, i was stunned and doubted for a second. ahaha.

i gotta snap outta this crappy mood/feeling/whatever you call it.
sobs

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