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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
10:19 pm
something amazing happened today. while doing PA duty, i received an sms from miss ong, saying that i've been shortlisted for sapphire scholars programme. i was quite shocked because i didn't even go for the interviews AND i had sucky CT results.
XQ advised me to sms her to check if there was a mistake. well, her reply? "you wanted to apply for medicine scholarship right? we shortlisted those directly".
whoa. and the thought seemed so so far away. i was totally confused and if you read my previous entry, you would know why. do i still want to try to apply for medicine? what made me change my mind? the superficial ones i thought of were biomed and my sucky CT results. deeper down, i dont really know the exact cause. am i just easily discouraged? am i afraid of aiming too high and not meeting it? am i afraid of admitting the fact that i need to work hard, much harder than i ever did? am i just wanting the easy way out? am i?
i'm afraid i am. but then again, could i just be underestimating myself?
then again, shortlisted =/= selected right?
ok enough of that. why did God give me this opportunity and countless others? perhaps He has a plan for me, a plan far greater than what i can imagine. He must have a reason behind everything He puts in my life..
okay, heh. i shall attempt to practice what i preach.
He brings you to it, He'll bring you through it.
Shepherd of my soul i give you full control
wherever You may lead i will follow
i have made the choice to listen to Your voice
wherever You may lead i will go
be it in a quiet pasture
or by a quiet stream
the Shepherd of my soul is by my side
should i face a mighty mountain
or a valley dark and deep
the Shepherd of my soul will be my guide
tsk. i just feel so unworthy of all these.
i'm frustrated because i feel that i've let Him down again and again, reverting to my old ways
Lord, teach me and help me learn
Y,jaNICE
10:19 pm
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